By all external measures, I'm pretty poor right now. I don't have a home I can call my own, I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have children, my bank account is approaching zero and my modest investments are losing. I don't have a fixed job. I don't have a university degree. I couldn't test my latest design this week because an electrical component failed. I can't be with the people I love because most are far away.
I would like to be there for you on this journey you decided to explore, however far or deep you go.
It's much better to have full experience and see both (all) sides or points of view :people_hugging: and then extract important parts from it that you can build on next
Thursday, 3. November 22, 14:17
Today I had a fascinating experience in the Haugar Kunstmuseum in Tønsberg. The receptionist in the Museum was a surprisingly beautiful elderly woman. Even though she was somewhere between my mother and my grandmother's age, I found her really pretty. But most of all she was incredibly friendly, thanked me for deciding to come to the museum, explained a lot about the exhibitions to me and told me that I could ask her anything I wanted to know.
We all know Eros. It's the same drive that makes you join a project, follow a common idea in a conversation, merge in one experience.
In it's essence we experience this drive in our sexual drive when we join in one shared and lived experience, and it does actually have the power to create new life, a new integration and a new differentiation, on all levels of existence.
So, to continue setting the stage for this complicated maze (it is because it is not a spatial, two-dimensional maze, that I simply have to navigate through), I'll continue with who I think I am.