Love 5
Something has changed since I came back “home” to Germany.
some of my thoughts and notes
Something has changed since I came back “home” to Germany.
The psychological pain caused by leaving you after six weeks closely spent together was intense.
After not flying with an airline for more than three years, it now felt very different.
“Future love does not exist. Love is a present activity only. The man who does not manifest love in the present has not love.”
When I parked the car in the driveway to let the police car pass and instead it stopped behind me so I couldn't go anywhere, I got really nervous. I didn't know what to do but you understood that they wanted me to get out of the car.
Yesterday on our way back home from the Mediterranean Steps down from the Rock of Gibraltar we walked through a dark empty hall between closed shops.
When I picked a fresh light green sprout from a pine tree in a park in Málaga and told you that it tasted somewhat like lemon but also a bit different, you asked me if you could also taste it.
As I was driving on the highway from Almería towards Málaga, the sky looked beautiful and the contrast to the dark sky in the rear view mirror was fascinating.
Yesterday I listened to “Lymphater's Formula” again, a short story by Stanislaw Lem in which a scientist explains to a younger scientist how he once created a synthetic brain which could tap into universal consciousness.
I just walked past a bakery in Almería which had its baking room behind a large windowfront.