Sex is just a slice of time with squishing noises — I want to be trusted. I want to let go and #love; even if it's a #lie. I want to envelop myself in something I might never be given in return. I'll show him…”cherish me this way”, “touch me like this”, “tell me these things”. I'll give you what I want and then I'll beg for it. I'll beg you to care.

i feel so alone.