thaison

It's windy today. Almost blew my bicycle as well as myself on it.

Actually the trifecta is love, work and play.

In the beginning of a semester, I started off as a helpful classmate, because I liked helping people with their homework as well as bossing them around. By the end of the semester, they already fully embraced my evilness.

It's very simple really. If they revealed that they didn't like someone in a straightforward way and not passive-aggressive, I could safely tell them a teacher I didn't like as well. If they got angry in my face instead of giving backhanded compliments, it meant I could be petty from time to time.

People complain that they follow the inclusive ideology because they love everyone especially marginalized groups but why they have no friends. They don't know what they subscribe to is against the very idea of friendship. It's about taking risks with emotions that you would rather not share with someone else.

Another mistake was thinking people who subscribe to unrealistic ideology is naive. But there is no such thing as a middle-aged naive socialist/anarchist/communist.

They pretty much know what they are doing and I wouldn't recommend confronting them reality without having backup.

Feel like bragging because it is. But I make friends left and right wherever I go because I'm quite friendly. How I cut contact later because we have nothing in common outside of school/work is irrelevant. So I don't relate to other people's stories of being discriminated, at all. Though my coworkers did tell each other that they worried for my safety. Oh because I kept walking around saying the first things popped in my head? In the end I got the least troubles at work. Turned out the things I said were never important enough that could be used against me. All that noise was just misdirection.

Big mistake thinking that looking for other traumatized kids and they would understand me. They don't.

The majority of them choose to take refugees in far-left circles as a way to affirm their victim identity. Which, they are victims to a certain degree. But not in an absolute degree.

Come on, we all hate people who do things we don't like. And if they do harmful things to us, it's fair to want some rabid dog to bite off their legs. I chose incommunicado status to my idiotic nemesis because I valued careers and I would prefer the laws to be on my side, not because I was an angel. I mean, I am, but not regularly. Which then worked well when I documented all of his behaviors and sent that email to my teacher and he was way more invested in getting that kid expelled than me. I was kind of losing interest after day 2. See that's why I enjoy a certain level of psychopathy and well-planned manipulation. It's cool when you do it in a fun way.

But they never process their hate or anger. They don't think they have it. Which makes it easy for them to adopt the position of good people fighting for the right causes. They say uplifting words and propose inspiring actions not to make things workable, but to reassure themselves that they have no hate in them.

I grew up during the transition of traditional newspapers and online news, as well as social media, so I know exactly at what age most people start to concern about what's happening around the world and the fates of fellow humans that don't have direct connections to them.

When there are audiences for their grief.

Hello tutor. I'm having my snack break.

Apparently, being a victim is the definition of emotional vulnerability in current social norms as well. So when they complain about one gender doesn't open up emotionally enough, normally it means their story is not sad enough. You can make it sadder. But be careful if you want to spice it up with being greedy.

Now that victim emotion is normalized, part of us feels accepted for the first time. But only the victim part.

Therapists think “Never been disliked by anyone I’d want to trade places with, so there’s that” is a cool quote after their failed election and wonder why the general public don't buy their “safe space”.

Some of us are more than just victims. We also hate and envy other people. And we see you deny your own hate by giving moral lessons every time something disappoints you, we know that any of our emotions besides being a victim is not welcomed. The only people who are attracted to that kind of one-dimensional validation are masochists, and it's not even good for them.