viewRemember when I said, I often did more homework when I was crying? It started in junior high.
And then, there was something else besides being bullied that happened in junior high? And that I couldn’t write about it ever?
It’s because I can only write publicly about things using materials in public domain. I can also overshare about myself because I consent to how much of it. But I can’t talk about other people’s stories for their privacy.
viewI came up with a new theory about you today. But I won't say it out loud ever. Because you will tell me anyway.
viewI never understand the underwear ads or how people are supposed to feel sexually charged in front of pictures of models, boys or girls. I honestly think they are all ugly.
Here is my beauty standard:
There are certain pleasant features that require symmetry. Like how rule of thirds in photography will often look more pleasant than randomness. But rule of thirds is very common and easy.
Then there is effort on how to carry themselves. Less about what they wear. But more about healthiness. And being comfortable but polite.
Passing those 2 and you are considered good-looking. However, I don't drool over you no matter how much healthier you can be or if you want to maximize on your golden ratio. I don't even call you attractive because I'm not attracted to you. AT ALL. However, I can say, “You have a symmetric face”.
Then you reveal your personality and I love your personality then you are the most attractive person.
In case I find out you being inauthentic then you don't stay in good-looking. You go back to being ugly again.
viewNine years ago, when I was in the cutting and sewing class, the teacher told me to measure myself again because the number seemed incorrect. What did she expect? I sat at the computer all day.
viewThey just opened a brand new gym right next to my house. So annoying. Now I have to see smug people whenever I go buy plain yogurt.
viewIs it just me or ChatGPT actually gets stupider by the day?
viewGoodnight Marten. See you tomorrow.
viewTwo nice ladies just voluntarily guided me across the street. Now I need someone to tell me what vibe do I usually give out?
viewI liked In Return album by ODESZA since college as well. I think today is the right weather for it.