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In my defense, I only did that once in elementary. And secondly, one should not stamp days of a week when they write their diary in symbol substitution cipher.
In my defense, I only did that once in elementary. And secondly, one should not stamp days of a week when they write their diary in symbol substitution cipher.
You see, I have to enjoy every bit of the attention I can get, so I don't have to fill my narcissistic needs with the desire to tell random people how to live their lives correctly. It's all about survival.
Too many times people are not as mature as they think they are. They think they learn to be adults, but what they actually learn is how to camouflage their narcissism better.
Which is why if you are in a group of 15 year-old-girls and you haven't learned reaction formation, you will get called arrogant. In reality, your narcissism and theirs are just about the same amount. They move on to be moralizers while you stay in the rawest form. But one way is more socially acceptable than the other, because the culture is doomed.
Still got called naive by just about everyone. Which begs the question: What's the alternative? Walking around acting competent when I'm not?
Unlike my cousin who spent half a day talking about whales, and the other half about other members of the animal kingdom. I was fully aware people didn't enjoy listening to raw information for a long period of time. So like any normal 9-year-old, I spent my daytime talking strictly about homework with my classmates, and 4 hours a day after school talking to total strangers who know what age from the science forum. Didn't even talk about science most of the time, but those kids had the same sense of humor, so it was always enjoyable.
You stay in the drawer of my unsolved cases.
Well depressive in STEM is a marginalized group too.
So everyone has aggression. But when you have more than normal amount of it due to your neurodevelopmental condition, there is more pressure to deny it. Especially when activists really want you to embrace the victimhood. But denying aggression ultimately leads to paranoia. And paranoia leads to alienation. So the whole point of using a positive narrative to gain acceptance might not work to your advantage after all. See how this particular circle vicious itself?
It's funny because I never read any fiction outside of what we were assigned to at school. Except Twilight. But I was 13 and definitely did not read it for the good writing.
You know how when we start learning writing, we tend to insert our own hopes and dreams into something totally inappropriate. So when your classmate started to distribute her debut novel about a strong and courageous female character in a gut-wrenching love triangle, we knew what that meant.
It's like that, but in songwriting. We all at one time tried to write something that sounds remorseful but somehow totally paints us in a good light. Did not work. At least if you read your scripts twice. So, it's kind of insulting to see false apologies become a huge part of pop culture. Now you can only listen to songs about being party animals and doing drugs, not because you agree with the lifestyles, but at least you appreciate their honesty.