thaison

I'm gonna categorize my pictures (only new pictures, and somewhat polished) by colors at https://snap.as/thaison

I used to tell people that, once I find someone I like, I would brag to the whole world about them.

Then I grew up and thought, I wouldn’t want to show off my relationships like those losers I saw at the malls. I figured that I became mature and humble. Turned out it was because I never liked anyone enough and kind of looked down on boys.

Now that my narcissism is fully charged. I would like to brag again…

There were 2 or 3 times my sister hung out with friends after school without telling my mom. My mom would be worried walking from the house to the street back and forth until my sister came home. Since I didn't have a cell phone until college to inform about irregular activities, and unlike my sister, I always went straight from school to home so my parents didn't have to worry about me. As an adult, I don't go out at night after 10 pm, unless it's at the airport. Generally don't like putting myself in bad situations.

I also said my parents were overprotective and I was annoyed by that. But it was because they didn't understand me or my differences enough. Those 2 things combined made me feel like they tried to control me rather than understand me. But my sister seemed to grow up fine without any problems.

I don't see attachment styles as several types of people. More like certain personality traits that are more dynamic and situational, and just a small part of a person. Anyway, I knew you were anxious from day 1. Which is why I was even more excited. Because I always feel like I don't get half the attention I deserve.

Hello M. I will do some light work today because my arms feel achy from yesterday. I should save my hands for something special and spend minimum on the menial tasks.

I tried some new gears today and cleaned my room a bit late. Goodnight M. See you again tomorrow.

I did nothing new today. But here’s the update.

Hello 1 foot 3. I would like to announce my schedule.

I will go home on July 10 and come back on July 23. Will update photos of my activities.

Or could be the coconuts that cure all. Can't know for sure so I just keep drinking them then. I'm also taking quercetin supplement, I think it helps too. I hope I get sick less this year.

Actually the mould, the cleaning spray and the humidity do have something to do with it. The upside of this ordeal is I have all my meals in the freezer now so I don't have to cook at all in the next few days. I also got a dry box for my camera to keep it in a safe place of 10% humidity. At least I haven't bought an air purifier or downgraded to the ipad M2.

Bought a matte screen protector for the iPad and I'm allergic-free for almost a day now. Turns out it was still the OLED and not my food or the pollen or the mould or the stress or the 80% humidity.

Remember the song I listened to when I wanted to feel desperate but was actually happy and confident? It was Cry by CBX.