My body is in a very bad shape right now because I woke up three times last night due to three different nightmares. Also another time I woke up to collect the clothes in the balcony because of the rain. And I even have a full shooting day tomorrow. The softbox is 2m so that reminds me of you when I stand next to it.
I'm going to sleep now. See you later.
Good morning tutor.
Alright, when I said “transference is high school”.
I didn't mean that you reminded me of some guy in high school. There were definitely no handsome boys in high school.
You reminded me of myself in high school.
And this is not an insult on maturity. See, I was the most depressive in high school.
Because junior high was less sad because misery was just starting. And after high school, in college, and when I studied abroad I had some failures in education and communication (I wasn't confident with my speaking skill). So I was more narcissistic to feel less uncertain.
Now that you know someone’s bad writing can make me feel disgusted. Are you curious my impression on yours the first time? I actually already described it on around 19th July 2024. But not on the blog.
Okay deadmau5 is pretty good at sound design.
Anyway. I already told my mom about my “no child policy”. She would then inform the rest of the parents, because that’s how bureaucracy works. So that problem is out of the way. Actually I already told her several years ago. But they were in denial, and only came to term with reality just recently. Their main concern now is just that I live happily with someone who cares for me. Because living alone is a bit dangerous when I’m sick and have to order food delivery.
Still angry since yesterday because of some bad writer who happens to be extremely ugly as well.
I already talked about how people go into literature because pop culture advertises that it’s where you can practice moralizing and that you should. And how people would say things that remotely reflect reality or themselves.
Now, why do I react so strongly to this?
For someone who just does things out of convenience and finds a narrative that suits them later, they are not hurt by this. They’ve already cast themselves as the brave, non–pick-me, non–doormat type. Also, they thrive in conflict, so a little drama to push themselves above others is not an issue.
What about someone who is driven by actual inner morality? They already process gain and loss in each moral decision. But that also means every brave decision they make costs them finance, reputation, or safety. And for every brave decision they don’t make, they’re faced with self-criticism.
JKR and her friends’ binary rhetoric flattens their brave decisions into narcissism (as being morally superior) and shames the rest of their choices. Even their brave decisions were never registered with the right motives to begin with.
So this moralizing hurts the people who are the most morally honest.
No I'm only brave for several people and when it's convenient. If I stood up for every injustice out of fear I would be JUDGED as a coward, a pick-me or a doormat, I would never sit. No one does that, actually. Except liars, who think they don't need to sit.
OK so she is actually very ghoulish.
I can understand Israel does it out of necessity, whether I agree with the tactic or not. I even find it amusing how they re narrative that they do it to liberate some other countries because it’s too convenient. But they still do it out of what they think is necessary for their existence.
I can even understand the US intervention in here. The threat is less real now that the communism thing didn’t pan out. Which is why uncle Ho said we can still be friends with the US after the war.
But doing this just to be moralistic is ghoulish.
