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I know for a fact that it's inedible. Just pure bitter.

The inedible fruits keep dropping off at super high speeds lately it's dangerous just walking under the trees.

I don’t remember if I told you about Chilly so I might tell you again.

He is a Tesco toy with the embroidery “2006” under his foot.

When I was 5 and went on a ride along with my mom to collect debt from all over the town, I saw the kid of that one family had a bear who sang songs when you slapped it butts. Since I loved music so much, I asked my mom to buy me the exact same toy. When I was 15, my mom decided that I was too mature to have stuffed toys and she threw away the bear with the other toys. I didn’t agree either that the toys should be taken away or that I was mature, but I still went along with it. Later I felt sad.

So in 2016, when I was lurking around the flea market in Budapest, I saw that it was exactly 10 years later from the day the snowman was released. I knew it would be a similar story. I like stuffed animals and stuffed veggies, but I don’t buy them, because they take too much space. But I always carried the snowman with me.

You have sincere eyes.

I never had a birthday party. I didn't get any presents either. One time, my parents drove me to a Christmas show where there was Santa giving children presents. I was hoping I would get one too. But then I found out he only gave the kids in the first row. That's how I knew Santa was a fraud since 5!

Though when I grew up a bit, school friends would give me presents. I like practical things and most of the time it was not even something I could use.

I'm reading this boy's writing, who is around my age. It's getting to the part where his whole life was deep in depression of neglected from family and abused from friends. Everywhere he looks, he is met with aggression from other people. It's so sad when his friends didn't even ask about his new car. And also, one time, his parents didn't even remember his birthday!

Okay I'm buying a new camera. And it was a hassle because after ordering the body camera, I found out I needed to buy a new lens too. Since the world has moved on to mirrorless cameras, and the one I had hung on to till yesterday was a DSLR of 2011.

I think I should buy a new expensive toy later when my finance is more secure. Though I'm not buying the newest and hardly the most expensive model. But since that time someone asked me to be a leader, I think maybe I should make a graceful transition to a directing role that I have always wanted. I don't want to be a junior forever. And because I have no employees, it would just be me trying to direct myself. Okay maybe my dad too. So I count half the cost of the camera as a business expense.

The other half is that I heard this one is good at bokeh. I love bokeh. It feels nostalgic. And I intend to save many memories ahead.

I just prepped for my next 5 breakfasts. So I don't have to worry about waking up at 3am anymore.

Actually I like fruits with solid textures and super sour taste like green mango dipped into spicy shrimp paste. But I'm not allowed to eat that anymore.

I'm having melon for the day. It keeps me hydrated. I think you need some more nicknames. I will think about it.