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Kind of miss my parents and how one of them defensive with technology, and the other one defensive with the elderly, and how both of them secretly intrusive to my love life.

I'm back.

Packing is so boringggggg. But I'm excited to go back.

I often delete saved memories to make sure the machine doesn't know too much about me. But let's see what it collected today.

I'm struggling to find what I am missing from romantic relationship because I still don't know what's left of a relationship without sex, attention, security, wealth and care, let alone something that would make it real™ . Since I find sex and attention do most of its job already.

But then, attention can mean hanging on to someone’s every word and taking interests in what they do every day. Or it could mean daily “good morning” texts with flowers on holidays. And people who complain about attention being cheap probably choose partners by the latter.

Well I'm in for all the benefits, except childcare.

You hear psychoanalysts describe friends and families and you would think people keep walking around being totally unaware of themselves in real life. How do these people think how others form romantic relationships anyway?

Today was kind of boring. Except when I thought about you.

Hihi. How are you today? We returned the grandma to her home last Sunday so my parents can cook normal food now. They will also buy a lot of good food for me in the last few days before I leave. See you again tomorrow.

People take socialists too seriously when they think the Covid trauma and the dating trauma were what drove them into what they are. The simplest explanation is that splitting in public gives people the benefits over not splitting in public. What are those benefits you asked?

Well, crying about the rich means you are honest working people.

Crying about wars means you are gentle souls who want no harm.

Once the stages are taken away, their incentives to act socialistingly will be gone.