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They often sing about how they wait for the girl for 10 years and she go on to be in love with someone else and now this person is full of regret and resentment. Pretty pathetic if you ask me. And no one around seem to have a problem with people doing masochistic things in exchange for something in return because the culture is fine with it. The boy in the songs probably learn masochism from their parents too.

Vietnamese music is horrific. They should just give up on the entertainment business.

See you later.

Hey it's raining.

Talked to my sister today, which brought me back to the reality of normal life of normal people (since lately I've exclusively lived in fantasy). God there are many bland people out there.

As a kid, there are plenty of occasions one can say “This is not right”. They all know it and they choose not to. If they didn't say it back then, they won't do it as adults.

There is a quote about it: “People with great passions, people who accomplish great deeds, people who possess strong feelings, even people with great minds and a strong personality, rarely come out of good little boys and girls.”

I don't understand why tech bros keep sadistically threatening to take away jobs from people who don't want to be employed.

Is that because they resent STEM and their parents take away all the fun in their lives? Because when I said I was preparing for the final term exam, the chemistry dude flatmate told me, “Your major is easy to pass”. And I thought then, “I didn't even know you were struggling at school until just now!”.

If you want to be employed as a 3d artist, you draw something super boring like a rusty bolt. You don't draw pictures of pretty girls in hope that someone would admire your obsession for body symmetry and blandness to pick up your talent for computing. Most of what tech bros see online that they think is super cool is not even stuff used in production. Those are things drawn by people who are too rich or too irresponsible to need a realistic job. Well you can say this is too offensive and being an influencer/youtuber is still a job. But these jobs to be taken away is probably not much of a hit for the victim as you might think it is.

I already told you I would keep all my thoughts and feelings to myself for as long as I could hold it.

I think about you all the time.

The thing about being narcissistic is, since you have the dismissive attitude toward others so much, you miss out the subtleties of humanness. You can only recognize things that are super tangible like race, gender, job title and status. Oh, and maybe if you consider yourself romantic, a collection of indie songs. Or, if you consider yourself intellectual, a collection of righteous books.

Every time we see a gender debate accusing each other of being inferior, it's exclusively narcissistic boys and narcissistic girls arguing with each other. And they both think they are winning, but actually they are equally losers.

Yes the culture is bad and criticism of gender norms is necessary. But there are differences between describing a phenomenon and acting grandiosity over one gender to avenge your feeling of being undesired.