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Hello handsome boy. I know what you will do next week so good luck and have fun socializing.

Today I heard Matt Walsh called some people ungrateful brats because they didn't say thank-you. So that was funny.

I know it doesn't make sense logically for any healthy person. But yes, they hate you more when you help them. Freudianly, there are very few adaptive defense mechanism. So-called “rationalists” don’t even know that their defense – rationalization – is actually an immature one.

Adaptive:

Humor – which many comedians use.

Sublimation – we did more homework.

That’s it.

Some people say altruism. But altruism is not a defense. If it’s to improve the situation, it could be sublimation. If it's to be on the right side, it could be splitting. If it is to be righteous, it could be narcissism.

So the common logic is, if you had a hard time with integration or if you was bullied and understand hardship, wouldn't you be more positive when you finally receive help?

If you chose narcissism in adolescent years, it’s not just “I’m better than my bully”. But also, “I will never be desperate for love”, “Dependent on others is weak”, ... Not because you are completely independent in reality. But that means you can’t admit when you are not. So you hate people who remind you of your dependency.

When you thank a stranger for helping you cross the street, it is to be polite. When you thank the open source community, it is to belong. But when you thank a family member or a friend, it is dependency.

Statistically, you have way way more chance of the underdogs being the bad guys than otherwise.

I kept one copy of the book. The rest of the book box was sent to my parents so I can gift it to my niece and friends later.

Remember when I said, I often did more homework when I was crying? It started in junior high.

And then, there was something else besides being bullied that happened in junior high? And that I couldn’t write about it ever?

It’s because I can only write publicly about things using materials in public domain. I can also overshare about myself because I consent to how much of it. But I can’t talk about other people’s stories for their privacy.

I came up with a new theory about you today. But I won't say it out loud ever. Because you will tell me anyway.

I never understand the underwear ads or how people are supposed to feel sexually charged in front of pictures of models, boys or girls. I honestly think they are all ugly.

Here is my beauty standard:

  • There are certain pleasant features that require symmetry. Like how rule of thirds in photography will often look more pleasant than randomness. But rule of thirds is very common and easy.

  • Then there is effort on how to carry themselves. Less about what they wear. But more about healthiness. And being comfortable but polite.

Passing those 2 and you are considered good-looking. However, I don't drool over you no matter how much healthier you can be or if you want to maximize on your golden ratio. I don't even call you attractive because I'm not attracted to you. AT ALL. However, I can say, “You have a symmetric face”.

  • Then you reveal your personality and I love your personality then you are the most attractive person.

  • In case I find out you being inauthentic then you don't stay in good-looking. You go back to being ugly again.

Nine years ago, when I was in the cutting and sewing class, the teacher told me to measure myself again because the number seemed incorrect. What did she expect? I sat at the computer all day.

They just opened a brand new gym right next to my house. So annoying. Now I have to see smug people whenever I go buy plain yogurt.

Is it just me or ChatGPT actually gets stupider by the day?

Hello Marten.