viewI couldn't talk about my problem before to anyone because people who never went through intense anger would tell me to brush it off and thought it would be easy like how they stopped being upset over their mom didn't buy their favorite snacks.
Then the denial type who learned pseudo wisdom from some monks would tell me to forgive and forget. Then my childhood friend went through a similar thing and chose to react with violence and I ditched her too because well that's just not the direction my life would ever go to.
I could see why some people would go to great lengths to deny their hate and anger so they could present themselves as a perfect victim and to be convincing to the rest of the world. But they were damaging themselves, and most of the time, damaging others in the process as well.
I did the best I could and frankly it's the rest of them that were immature. You are supposed to move from paranoid-schizoid position to the depressive one. You are supposed to have at least one bad thing to talk about your parents too!
viewWhy is it all my dreams about food stopped before I had the chance to taste it? One time I screamed “Sausages!” waking myself up.
viewPeople count someone ignoring them as bullying then spread the myth that all autistic people are bullied. One more reason not to trust paranoid narratives. The fact that my friends weren’t was the reason I couldn’t connect well enough with them. Imagine being 15, trying so hard not to violate any human rights, while not dismissing your own hate. The hormones helped big time.
viewLove is only special when you hate the rest of the population.
viewPrison Break was petty hip-hop. All that wall climbing looked a lot like what I normally did at school as well.
viewThe reason for disability communism is, it promises us a world where profit is out of the way, everyone can be equally respected as fully human, whether your special interest is math or collecting cool facts about celebrities. Unlike capitalism, where only some lucky people with special interest in computer can work from home then feel smug about it.
Fun fact, they kicked out the person who started the movement after she expressed an endorsement for a certain writer who wrote books for children about witchcraft. Lucky for her, she is still living in capitalism where someone can exploit her cognitive ability in exchange for wage.
viewWas listening to “Decoding The Guru” the other day while cooking out of sheer curiosity and couldn't wait for the oil to stop bubbling so I could turn it off. Very annoying. Apparently they judge someone because they use clickbait thumbnails in their videos. Come on, leave people a way to make a living. Sometimes between having actual integrity and LOOKING like you do, you can afford only one of them.
viewWhat do you think about my story the other day? I guess casual conversation can be fun too when it's not a distasteful detail about personal life of someone we don't care for.
Anyway, the creepy ads came from a charity for families who have autistic children. So like most non profit, I guess about 1% of the funding went toward the family and the rest was to sustain the organization. Since the target audience is sympathetic fellow parents, the product is tragedy of another family. They only presented the most severe cases, normally autism combined with intellectual disability or something else I don't remember. But you can have autism without the other disabilities. The general public didn't know that. They also had grants for research to find cures to fit the tragedy narrative.
Now that we entered a brand-new world. That big organization was soon replaced by several others that promised to empower actual autistic people and not toward masochistic parents because they were actually kind of annoying to us growing up. The new target audience is adolescents and young adults, the product is fake identity. It came with bad gene affirming therapy as well. So you see a lot of job options are opening up. The economy is booming. Research to find cures is now categorized as eugenics. Instead, we need to fund grants for philosophy in communism. Oh, it's real. Because communism promises a better world where everyone helps each other with their best quality and efforts. Capitalism is evil and apparently even when our special interests are profitable, someone else is taking advantage of us therefore an attack on our identity.
Every business model can only last for a certain amount of time. Good business always starts with the question of who will buy your product first. Only after answering that question, you can start with the ideas of the product itself.
viewOnce again, I accidentally solved a case that's not even mine.