“Gua gak bakalan pacaran lagi ah Wa,”
“Percaya gak lu?”
My last relationship make me realize everything. How immature I am. How selfish I am. How bad I am in the communication. How people pleaser I am.
The fact that I well-coming someone else so I could falling in love with them and leaving all about you. The fact that I think I could love them the way I love you. The fact that I always saying “I love you more” when I just love you.
Kenapa ya gua selalu jadi orang yang menerima sesuatu karena gak enakan karena takut mereka kecewa padahal kalau dilanjutin I will always leaving them with much scars. Kenapa sih gua gak bisa tegas that I can’t love them because you’re the one that I want.
Well being in love with you is not the main reasons why I treat them unfavorably the main reasons is me. Me and my immaturity.
My last relationship make me realize that I should be someone that I love too, not someone who love me much but I can’t give them love good enough like the way they did. Make me realize I still in my selfish way who always think my own, make me realize that I am a careless partner, make me realize I still far from “mature” word. Make me realize the more immature I am the more scars I left to them.