These writings are mostly unedited. This a piece of my mind, what I want to say that I have kept.
A clean warm blanket draped over us,
The atmosphere just feels like it.
A thousand knights for a stray cat,
That type of protected
I know if I leap with you, I’d fall with grace.
My limped tired legs, my lost little bell,
Yet you make me feel like life I’ve aced.
The effects of betrayal rushed into my soul
Like I just fell into a pit
And landed on a thousand spinning wheel
The sharp needles and splinter kills
Waking to a never ending sleep,
This for me is child’s play.
Until I actually fell,
In the thousands hidden sly smile,
I have met my demise. I slipped.
I notice myself starring fondly at you
Pacing on these corners, my bedroom wall saw the disaster
I was okay hours ago,
Midnight heartache, I have to sow
right now.
Being sane is a couples miles away
Though I had to crawl, I was doing great,
but the midnight breeze left a different taste tonight.
You took something new,
turned it into some worn out old creased shoes
I romanticized the way you were in my head
like our path was never red
I always feels like I am begging for your time
Waiting for us to goddamn rhyme
You’ve held me like what an object is to a mime
We have loved with hearts made of wax and feathers
Just like rosettes, it will die and wither
Close to the waves, you have reached the waters
With me you’ll leave with your heart intact, but you’ll always have a heavy heart
I too is an icarus stubborn,