Elias

You know the saying that we all lie a hundred times each day, right? I think that might be true in subtle ways, but deep down I believe it's bullshit.

There is this strange phenomenon that whenever I come across a woman who resembles this one woman I cannot forget, she seems to pierce me with her glance, she seems to recognize me even though it is impossible.

It is a weird feeling to be here, but finally I've realized (not physically but mentally) my freedom.

I can't explain how exactly I ended up in this situation, so I'll simply describe it as I remember it.

My arrival in Norway was not quite what I expected.

Whether you believe in astrology or not, there's something fascinating and true to be found in it regardless of your own superstition.

On my way back from France I wrote to an old friend who lives in Freiburg that I could give her a visit on my way back to Germany.

It would be illegal but if she didn't care I would neither.

Back in the time we met in Darmstadt we had a good chemistry and I had actually been in love with her while she just wanted to stay single.

During my travel, I did some rather not so nice things to my father's car. I drove over some rock and gravel roads where I had to push all the way into the bushes to avoid getting stuck in the middle. I drove close behind trucks on dirty roads. I hit the edge of the pavement with the right front wheel.

I just realized how malleable my habits actually are. Last Friday I wanted nothing more than to watch another episode of Hunter X Hunter. It was due to my mental state. I was completely in relaxation mode, unable to do anything productive or creative, anything that would cost some concentration, so that was all I wanted.

I've been diving into the world of e-books for one simple reason: The book “The Symbiotic Planet” by Lynn Margulis costs 80€ as a paperback and 3,99€ as an e-book.

Now here's my experience: